It was for a moment, but it scares me
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Pulling a sharp knife out of a dishwasher to put it away
But when I go to put it away
I have a thought of slitting my wrists
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That alone doesn't scare me
I'm used to it
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It's the fact I hesitated to put it away when I did
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Am I getting close?
Am I finally getting off the cliff?
Am I finally done?
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I know why I hesitated
And that's what scares me
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