She's not making it. They're taking her to hospice later this afternoon.

And I refuse to believe, by experience, those SORRY, SICK BASTARDS, are gonna keep her safe.

If she survives - God will seriously have me at my knees.

I didn't doubt that there was a chance of recovery, I HOPED she would be safe, my god I would never want her to die.

But they way they did my mom there? They fucking killed her. And now look - a fragile helpless woman with technically no say-so falls into their hands.

Fun for them, right? Fucking stop practicing your sick medicine on helpless people for once.

I am literally shaking SO bad. As soon as my dad read that message I started shaking and now i feel like a tweaker

in all seriousness, to whatever form that my prayers be heard, GOD. GET HER THROUGH THIS, OR LET HER DIE IN PEACE WITH YOU.

her heart isn't right with god and I hope she doesn't end up with an eternity of hell and suffering from someone else's choices. big fuck you to lucifer, adam and eve. seriously. we can't live right thanks to yall. we didn't ask for this you bozos.

anyway- I'm truly sorry to you, dear grandmother, i once again failed at being a family member. so to shame I go knowing I could have done better in every circumstance. I'm so sorry.

please by god make it through this

I can't take losing more people. my family is already shitty enough.

but if you do go, please go to heaven.

and say hi to mama, cause damn do i miss her.