1 day ago

hey guys...

(serious)


So.... i've been under a lot of stress lately.. Grandpa has now been in the hospital for a week after his blood pressure was 600+. Yesterday, he was napping, he always snores.. however, he just went quiet... we all got worried and then the nurses came in and shook him and he wouldn't get up but the he eventually woke up. after that happened, they wanted to put him into a medically induced coma for an hour to do a spinal tap (A procedure where they put you to sleep and remove excess fluid from your spine). We all were nervous but he came out okay.. Idk how much longer i can keep it up...

I'm breaking so much lately....i don't know how much longer i can go without cutting... and just trying to smile... haha... it's so funny... I'm trying hard to stay happy... So much that feeling sad is so alien to me... I can't even fucking cry unless i snap.... and it's happened two nights in a row... I'ma see if i can stay with my aunt today... I don't feel safe in my house after the break in..

I'm sorry if this made you guys sad... i will try to do art still... but, just say hi to me here and there.. I hope ya'll have a good day/night.. Sleep well, and have a good day...

i love you all so much.. and thank you guys for making like a little bit better... I appeciate it so much... more than you all could ever know...



17 comments

Loading...

Next up

Welp, tux/suit won the votes so here it is people!

Hope ya like it! >:3

More of our Dragon Boi, Lucky! =3

my lunch

*French fries

*Chicken Tenders (6 pcs)

*Vitimian Water (Strawberry Kiwi)

* Cookie Dough Cake

*INHALE*

JEWELRYBOX IS CANNON I SWEAR!1!1!1!1!

I said as I got dragged into the white room

You guys wanna see Lucky as a Funtime Animatronic? =w=

all the information on cyon

(Read artical)

Repost of the new Lucky art =w= (MUCH better quality)

I hope you all are doin' swell today! <3333

Selfie of the Day! =3

(Kinda later-ish but eh. Whatever. =w=

My art for a special Dark Circus theme! =3

Featuring @aephalen and his sona, Arf the Clown! =3

go follow him!! ^w^

(EDIT: here is the original fursona design!)