I've been struggling a ton recently. I really don't have the greatest household family, at least ones that really understand me and know the struggles I go through every day, and I don't ever really feel comfortable enough with sharing anything deep and important with them anymore because I don't really feel like I can trust them enough, and every day because of everything I deal with, it feels like I'm walking on eggshells, trying not to piss them off on what I say or do. I'm scared I'm not going to lie. I'm really truly scared right now. I've been insanely depressed like hell recently with all of it to the point where I could use a therapist, but I don't have the money to even afford one. And maybe I'd be in a lighter mood about these things if they all accepted me for being a Trans women and not call me by words I don't like to call myself by like for example using he/him terms and stop using very transphobic words a ton they even threaten me about it and say they will disown me when I try to talk to them about this type of stuff, also my parents are Trump supporters and anyone that is a Trump supporter is well not really someone I want to be around because of the horrid anti lgbtq garbage he says. I'm not political, nor do I want to talk about political things, so I'm just going to leave that there. Believe it or not I have to keep my Trans identify a secret from them now because it just gets me closer and closer to being kicked out of the house and living out on the streets for the rest of my life. But still, that is just one out of the many things that I struggle with getting along with them about. There are very much other deep or even deeper things that they say or do to me that I don't really want to fully go down the rabbit hole of in this post for personal reasons and just so this post isn't insanely long. Anyways, where I'm trying to go with this post is I'm truly struggling a ton right now, and I've been trying to get another job after losing my last one in November last year but no one can care less about hiring new people even with my pretty great resume and that also understands that I need specific hours because of my parents not needing to see my Trans attires and stuff so I don't get thrown out. I'm still stuck here in my hellish prison until I get a job again and can start making money and could use a bit of help if you guys have the money to spare. I've re-opened up my Ko-Fi, and if you'd like to donate, I'd be hella appreciative of you all. If you ask too, I'll maybe throw you in a little commission deal for 5 usd bucks for like a sprite of something too if you want as long as it's not something too huge. I also have Youtube Members opened up, but I don't get those right away with how Youtube does their payment stuff, and I'd need to make at least 100 dollars before I get paid out. But feel free to support me there, too, even if. You get some pretty cool perks if you are one. Even if you don't have the money to give out too the other way you can support me is just by doing what you all do now and being fans of my stuff. Watch my Youtube videos and streams, play and keep up with the games I'm making. Even interacting with me on my Discord server is cool, too. Or yall could tank up my watchtime hours on Youtube to pass 4k, lol! Ad revenue, even if it's not much and is just a couple cents, still helps out a ton for a jobless goofy goober like me.

Thank you for reading this post and for being fans of my content for so long, and if you have any comments to share, I'd love to read them!

Link to my Ko-Fi page:

https://ko-fi.com/sakurawinterz

Also, my Youtube Member link:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcl2QuhT4a0JLQNUq-oNO9g/join