Hey there.

So, it has been a stressful couple of days. Ngl. I talked to a therapist about the trauma, got some unclear directions with basically no help, and other useless stuff that I already know.

I told my mom about the trauma, since she didn't know about it. She was crying, she was stressed, I was stressed about her, but now everything is pretty calm... She now also knows that I am Trans and stuff, and she is surprisingly fully supportive about it. I am trying my best to balance things out.

A little about myself. I am still very stressed about all of this. I stopped listening to depressing music, started to try and get things in life better. Started drawing a lot lately as a form of Vent Art. And I am just trying to move on from the trauma. I have a meeting with a therapist scheduled this week, until I talk with them, I am not going to be online on socials a lot. I just want to sort things out and move on. I am trying to be myself, it is just been very tough to. I talked to @TECHNON about all of this, he gave me some solid advice, and I am trying to improve and be myself. He and I noticed that I haven't been myself at all lately. I have changed. Last time he saw me on gamejolt, I was much different, even if it happened literally in the summer of last year (2024). And I honestly did. I tried to be more "official" in how I do things. I fail at it horribly, and I pressure myself to do it, thinking about public opinion and everything, and it is stressful. Even making this post, I am double checking everything to make sure I didn't say anything you guys can consider stupid.

In anyways, if you guys want to keep updated on my life next week, I recommend joining my Telegram channel. I won't be as official here, and I'll be posting like once a day to minimize interactions with others. I will also be posting a lot of the arts I do day to day, so you might want to join. Here is the link.

Here are some of the arts I made this week (TRIGGER WARNING: SU!C!D@L MOTIVES, SWEARING, SUGGESTIVE!!!):

Anyways, I hope you guys have a good day, I hope I have a good day and please, stay safe y'all. I am really thankful for y'alls support. Really, I am very appreciative about it.

See ya on the flipside nerds...