22 hours ago

Honestly, what am I doing with my life.


I'm trying to redeem myself to people that have already moved on. Why can't I just let them go? I think I just, miss them alot or something. Except xubur though, I didn't really know him well. Seems like a chill guy though.

Anyways, I'm disappointed in myself for trying to continue game development after I've been "cancelled". It's time I forget all of this game dev nonsense and just move on.

I'm just a nobody who's a failure at everything, I have the hardest time trying to meet new people and it's just sad. I just get so much anxiety and being socially awkward and all, it's a hurtful existence. The stuff I do and like is really weird too, so that's not helping.

I think I should've deleted this account a long time ago. It's about time I do it anyway. With everything happening all at once and it's really, really sad.

I'm going to need some new friends and go seek help somewhere, I don't know where but, I'll find something.

Expect this account and some others to not be here anymore. I'm now officially done with GameJolt. Take care and I'll see ya elsewhere.

Oh, and Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Since I'm done with game development, here's stuff for TIM and South Island. Don't care about them anymore, ya'll can have them.

TIM: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1r6xJQ_vZWV-J1L9VxGuZiRDbAg4TyA3C?usp=drive_link

South Island: https://www.mediafire.com/folder/vljkweq8tw9n4/South_Island_Models

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/18KSZQCDm6PnxcSrtzamZo_emvbcmxlQi?usp=drive_link



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