My life lately has been one big SUFFOCATION!

After I became a mother, I realized that I've no support in real life , ain't even from my husband . I often have to do everything on my own and take care of a child at the same time and even then I'am judged by his family.

My mother-in-law is a competitive shrew who always wants to steal my daughter attention and my place as a mother....IT REAAALLY IRRITATES ME that my husband NEVER takes my side at times like this.

I honestly thought I would leave my family behind and go to a more welcoming family.... I realized I was wrong...

Now I'm racin' against time between buyin' things for my lil' girl's party and takin' care of everything at home.....

In addition I'm being wary 'bout buildin' our new house , we may have to share it with my in-laws.... which is really bad for me.

May God guide me!