Okay so. Ran has anger issues, but the problem is they dont know how to handle them properly other than take medicatio(which pretty much subsides (?) it) which leads to them lashing out at anybody who approaches them impulsively, and it doesnt matter who it is. These behaviors can also lead to them pushing others away without them knowing about it, leading to nothing but guilt and regret.

Unfortunately for them and the people around them, though, they could try to correct these behaviors, but, even when they have the chance to, yelling at people and saying things they dont mean is all they knew for a long time.

This also leads to them harming theorself, going from burning cigarettes out on theirself, to self-berating theirself----even for the littlest problems that can be resolved in a quickie. They dont care whether or not what theyre doing to theirself is harmful, they think they have to because they SHOULD be hard on theirself. They SHOULD hate theirself, because, afterall, theyre the one who acts like this.