was just informed by her cousin a few minutes ago, she died last night around 11pm. (Edit: the exact time was 9:03pm last night, 3/2/25) Nobody even called anyone to tell us that she was dead. Her cousin had to call up there herself to check on her and they gave her some sorry excuse.

my dad made a good point a few days ago imo, and now it kinda seems true. maybe they drug out the process longer than it should have been purposely. he suspects it has to do with insurance money. they planned her dosage of whatever to keep her alive long enough to get some good money and all that

with her current condition it shouldn't have been long but she stayed the same for a few days

so now that nobody's been up there to see her maybe they did something and didn't say anything about it. I don't trust em, its suspicious.

sssoo now we have to figure out the funeral stuff, and my brother potentially has to sign some legal documents.

fun. how fun.

but im glad I got to see her and talk to her one last time and properly say farewell

I didn't have that chance with my mom

it feels a bit better to expect the outcome that happened and know I got to say my last words to her but

that doesn't make it hurt any less, obviously