see, i dont think the compliments peeps give me are true

my friends say my drawings are beautiful

but

they're not

absolutely not

i tear myself down every night before bed by venting to myself abt how worthless i am

and i cry inside, smiling outside

i neglect my self-care

i dont do anything healthy and i just lay around

and probably not good for my health

im a goddamn pessimist who finds the negative side in everything

i dont let others help me with my problems

because they're MY problems, and i deserve it

i stay away from my friends because i think they're better off without me

also, enough with my feelings, i just need to talk a little

i've lately been using Sammy as a vent character in my animation meme storyboards

i draw and animate him as someone who thinks they're worthless, and not loved

im basically sharing my depression with him

and he represents my pain and suffering

so... if i post a comic, animation, or drawing of him, it's basically how i feel right now, everyday

yeah

yea..

|:/