First of all, I owe everyone an apology for my sudden outburst.. literally everywhere (discord, youtube, gamejolt). I will try to explain the situation, though I dont expect forgiveness from anyone. I am aware my reckless actions pissed everyone off and you have every right to insult me if you want. I deserve it.

So, ever since Christams, Im feeling really stressed and overwhelmed about my studies and the progress of phantom corruption simultaneously. I had a couple of crashouts before, but this one was too reckless.
Lately, I had thoughts of giving up on everything.. EVERYTHING! I was exhausted mentally and on top of that, I had everyone else putting more pressure on me and saying "Youre not trying enough"... EXCUSE ME??? (Im not refering only to online contacts btw).

The last few days, I couldn't study at all.. I couldnt make progress on phantom corruption.. I couldnt even stand up from my bed.
At some point, I just snapped and said "fuck this shit, im done"... and I did what I did.

After getting some decent sleep and calmed down... I reconsidered my actions and their consequences...

Its getting too long.. so ill just say... giving up won't solve anything (obviously), it will only worsen my condition, knowing I gave up on something i cared about. Phantom Corruption is NOT CANCELED, but progress will be very slow for the next 20 days, because Im about to give my final exams and I need to prioritize my studies.
About leaving the exe community.. I guess I am still interested in a few projects and I would like it wait to check them out.

For those who think it was just "ragebait" or just a "joke".. it wasnt. For a moment, I had given up for real.

Again, I am aware that my behavior was reckless and immature. Everyone must be mad at me, I know it. So, I dont expect things to be as they were until a few days ago. I'm genuinely sorry and I will try to control myself better from now on.

TL;DR: I apologize for crashing out. Phantom corruption is not canceled and im not leaving exe community (yet).