2 years ago

i can't handle it anymore


I've been scared to go back to school because last term my dad threatened me and said "if I find any traces of you hurting yourself ever again I'll take you to the mental hospital" and I haven't done why self-harm since but today a massive rumour was spread about me and one of my friends that she's sent n*des (it's not true and it's discussing because she's 2 years younger than me) and some of the people that bully and pick on me heard about it and harassed me about it and now idk how much longer I can hold on because I've lost control of my thoughts and I'm constantly tormented by violent, suicidal and really upsetting thoughts and it's getting really bad to the point I cried on the bus ride home and this has happened in less than a full week back which is what I've been afraid of



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I am in possession of 2 Monster

Ones big and long, and the other is pink

Another test render I did today, Ive updated his model slightly compared to the render from yesterday

🔥🔥🔥🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

Genuinley looking at current Sonic

His model pisses me off, he used to have so much aura. What the hell happened 😭😭😭😭

I miss cool 90s/2000s Sonic, not the 2010s/2020s slop we have gotten

Ho-ly crap

This is peak

Got therapy today, I getta skip half my woodwork class 🥹🥹🥹

Whats up gooners

Sonic render

(Rig test)

I got a nice long Monster between my legs

I literally posted an actual question, got no replies, I post a random post, and it gets several, huh?

https://gamejolt.com/p/ive-been-meaning-to-publish-my-patreon-pa…