Stars and air find themselves here at night cold, and dark is everything deep and wet and secret

Carried off into their ethers

Fear is all pervasive

All around me every day

Like air that stops breathing

An anti everything fog that knows no living

If something catches my throat

Just at the edges of these moments

It must be this and not whatever I tell if that is

Oh what heavy nothings I know I know I know

You’ve been pushing it all day

I know