Message typed: 1/29/2022
Look!! EVERYONE!!! I get it!!! You all had seen my newest game called "Five Nights Before at Jax Justun's", but I just want to say something. But it's....Ummm? UUUUUUHHHG!!!
The truth is everyone, for almost like around 2010 or 2011 up until today (which is 2022 of course), my years of being an elementary student up until being a high school student is just one of the worst times that I ever try to accomplished and everything!!!
Look yes!! Don't let that pig with those texts fooled you. You all thought I was going to canceled all of my games? Well, look. The reason why was since almost like a decade in a half by now, I'm just having lots of problems in my life like.....
Family Issues
Having trouble fitting in at my high school (#DontaskWHY!!)
Chores
School work
And also focusing on my important stuff
I'm trying to make this clear everyone. The reason why I'm saying all of this is because that I just want to share of what my life is like in the real world than in on Gamejolt.com!! Look I just have some problems right now okay!?!?!!!! If all heard what's happening around us so there!!! Living in a world that has a virus that's killing people is just an F-ing nightmare for me!!! My life was just so GODDAMN miserable to me. I couldn't sleep, I could stop thinking about my friends, I couldn't take my meds to calm me down, and I just didn't want to do some stuff that are just FREAKING STUPID!!! Like killing myself, moving out from my family (like ditching them), and just wanting to have some peace and quiet!!!
Another reason why is that I have lots of stuff and everything. I just have lots of problems for my health. The reason why is that......UGH!!! Let me just summarize it!!
The systems that I have are.....
Autism
Mental Health Problems
ADHD
Allergy Problems
Anxiety problems
And just getting high fevers
I also can't focus either as well. And without those damn meds that I need to take to fix all of that, my body won't be able to function all that GREAT!!!
Look!!! I'm sorry you guys!! I just had an argument with my parents.
LOOK!!!
The truth is everyone is because I just want to show the world that.....That.....THAAAT.....Ummm?
Look!! Today was just not the best for me. I just get upset sometimes with my family, friends, and my teachers. I'm just out of it!! And look I get it. You all thought I'm going to cancel all of my future games. YEAH!! And I thought of it too as well. I just get emotional sometimes when happens to me.
..............
Look!!! I just want to say that, I just have lots problems in my life. That's how it is for me. I've been acting like this kind of person when I was a baby!! I couldn't talk, I could learn anything, and I was just an AWFUL person. My life as for right now hasn't even change all that since. I lost my english teacher, covid is still haunting my dreams, I miss my old friends, and I just don't want to go to college.
I'm sorry folks, I didn't mean to be a pit pissed off on this message that I'm typing right now. I just wanted to say all of this bull SH*&(T because I just want to show all of you again what my life is like around in the real world.
Anyways, don't worry, I'm still going to make more parody fan games and everything. YEP!!! Jax Justun Studios ain't going to end just yet!!
By the way, when I was a sophomore, I was SUPER dumb and REALLY F#^@&(KING stupid. YEAH!! I'll never do virtual school learning ever again!!! UHH!! I miss Blessings so much!!
Wait? Where was I? OOH YES!!!
I'm might going to take a break. But not just yet though. I'll might take my break around on February 7th - February 11th. So yeah, just keep an eye on for that. Anyways, once again I'm still going to make more games until that point so yeah!!!
Anyways everybody, I just want to just apologize for what I was today okay? Thanks!! Anywho's please stay positive, be respectful to others, and stay safe. Anyways, take care, good luck, and GOD BLESS YOU!!!!
Sincerely,
--------------Ian Neill AKA (@NanGameJolt23 )
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