I 'm trying to make a balance between streaming, school, relaxing/free time and game creating time(and maybe even video creating/editing if youtube gets fixed or another youtube like plaform will rise),but I just can't, I am trying my hardest to do some sort of lift, some sort of demo or something,but I just can't since school,streaming,free time contradict each other and I just can't do just one or two things since trouble can arise(if I stop streaming and then game making fails then I probably won't have any alternatives and streaming keeps me motivated and happy even if's stressful(to keep it up daily and be safe) and yet sadly nothing really happens(barely any views,comments or anything),if I stop school then I won't get programming knowledge and maybe a job opportunity, if I only work(stream,make games) then I will feel burnout and demotivated to do anything) so I have 2 options:

1. stop creating games until I get programing knowledge

   or

2. find a time(like a week long break off school) just to game creating,no streaming,nearly no breaks and when done/learnt(most of the important coding/programing things(how to implement physics,movement,death and ect.) ) implement it as a late night task.