I Wanted To Talk About This But... I Was Never Sure How My Friends Would React.

So Today Was My Birthday (3rd of june). And I Didnt Enjoy It That Well...

Ima Ask You One Thing.

Have You Ever Felt Your Irl Friends Or Internet Friends Just Dgaf About You Sometimes..? Or Have You Ever Felt Like They Leave You Behind? Ive Felt That Many Times On School And On Here.

Ive Felt Like Everytime I Join A Gc Or Talk On It I Ruin The Mood With The Stuff I Like. I Just Cut Conversations Out Of Nowhere. With Minecraft Or Some Other Thing.

Today Ive Been Feeling Down So Much. Half My Family Forgot About My Bday... So Did Many Of My School Friends. Hell They Wouldnt Gaf... But Thats Just Me. I Wanted Today To Be Happy. Or Someone Who Atleast Had A Happy Moment With My Family. I Got The Complete Opposite. Only 2 People On Gj Actually Wished Me A Happy Birthday. ONLY 2... And Those Are The People I Respect The Most. Look I Dont Wanna Sound Greedy Or Someone Who Wants MORE MORE AND MORE... But I Dont Want Half Of My Friends Just Ignoring My Birthday... I Was Planning To Play With Those Friends On Mc Bedrock. Just A Last Play On Bedrock But How Mojang Just Screwed Up Bedrock. Its Impossible To Invite People To Worlds.

I Hide My Depressing Side With Happines. Then I Just Throw All Of My Sadness On My Bed Pillow.

Am I Wasting My Time Making Games?

Yes. I Feel Like I Am.

No One Even Plays My Games Either Way. I Try Making Detailed Games. HELL I STUDIED SCRATCH FOR A REASON. And That REASON. was to help People On Need. ive helped people with scratch on this site since i started to dev tsaf.

i try to help. i try to be better. but i get nothing. nothing. no credit for stuff. i get no support on my games. i tried. and im about to quit.

I Escape This Type Of Feelings On Minecraft.

Developing Addons For Bedrock Has Been My Passion Since 2024. The Horrors And Lovely Things I Can Make With Addon Maker Mobile Has Been Incredible. I Know My Friends Wouldnt Care About It. Since I Know They Dont Care. Its A Way To Make Me Feel Happy After A Long Day.

What do I Mean With "Friends Lefted Me Behind"

I Always Miss Incredible Stuff With My Friends. Since Of Stupid Stuff That Wont Let Me Have Some Time With Them. When I Ask For Help, I Feel Ignored. Hell I Never Got Asked How I Was. Ever. They Gave Me A Promise They Would. And Guess What. They Never Did... I Feel Left Behind...