25 days ago

I feel like I hurt someone I loved so much.


I feel like I’m just… not enough. Not good enough. Not strong enough. Not the partner he deserve. I keep messing things up, and no matter how hard I try, I feel like I’m always falling short. I hate feeling like a burden to someone (him) I care about so deeply. He means so much to me, and it breaks me inside thinking I might be hurting him just by being who I am. I don’t want to be this way. I want to be better for him, for us, but right now, I feel worthless, like I’m failing at something so important. And I’m scared. Scared of losing him. Scared that I’ll never be the person he need me to be. I just… needed to let this out.



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