23 days ago

I feel like I'm in some kinda cycle of futility.


Due to IRL problems, I haven't been feeling 'okay'.

Maybe because I feel like I'm being patronised by ppl at school?

Maybe because I'm being not good enough for one of my friends?

Maybe I just fucking suck?!


Truth be told, all I did in the last week is:

  • Watch Anime

  • Self loath

  • Listen to Ghost And Pals + Fallacy

  • Make a goofy game poster

  • Praying things will get better for people, and it never fucking does

  • Sleep

  • Drink cheep £0.80 cola

  • Write in my diray

  • Write stories

  • Came out I'm kinda a femboy

  • Drawing

  • Playing 2 minutes of PJSK

  • Play 5 hours of Genhisn Impact while listening to DOOM music.


So yeah. Cool. Fun.

It'll get better.

Just SUCKS.



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