Yes, I'm replying.

In Discord DMs, when me and Athena were still together, we used to have E-S*x

And sometimes she was uncomfortable, I never realized, I got addicted to it unfortunately,

I always tried to make it consented and I joked most the time like "Can I touch your gyatt......."

Gyatt is a slang and the dots mean not serious, some people already know.

NOW because of this and other stuff I'm being compared to individuals like Diddy because of that and people are harassing me non stop, I literally am scared and being told that I deserve this, harassment is against Game Jolt guidelines, I'm blocking people who keep on attacking me, not because I'm a coward but I hate being insulted continously.

I literally never wanted this to happen, Athena waited for the perfect time to do this, sending personal screenshots, my mistakes, etc.

I genuinely never meant to make her uncomfortable during those acts, and she even said stuff like "You feel good inside me" when I didn't do anything, and It turned out to not be her fault but I didn't know this at the times those things happened in DMs.

I am just 14, not a adult, I'm not lying, It really saddens me seeing my career getting fucked by those stuff.

I am deeply sorry for the past mistakes, Athena, I wasn't aware of stuff like "People pleaser" and related or just lost my mind in these times.

People are screaming at me and wanting to confront me but I don't want to, I'm not feeling well after this, I feel sick.

I just never wanted to harm her, I sometimes thought of taking breaks from social media to see if the intrusive sexual thoughts would go away, but it didn't, I am unfortunately addicted to internet.

I don't even play with my friends outside, everyone complains.

Not the point but, I am genuinely sorry for all this, I'm sorry lilith, I'm sorry I failed and made you dissapointed.

I'm trying to avoid doing those things again, I just wanna change, forgiving me or not, I'm very hurt by all this.

Again, I didn't mean any harm, even thought bad stuff happened, I know I messed up, my conscience is hurt.

I really just want to stop being a failure, I'm learning my mistakes and learning how to avoid them, I'm deeply sorry everyone, for all I caused, you can block me if you want.