My dad said this btw, and he knows how I've been called a liar my entire fucking life by my stepmom, like sure, I have lied a few times, but she never trusted me even when I was telling the truth after one lie when I was a kid

I fucking hate this shit, because now I'm thinking of all the other shit, especially how my dad compares me to my stepsister and says 'oh she had it figured out, why don't you?'

Like I'm sorry I'm so fucked up mentally that sometimes I want to go back to sleep instead of get up, I'm sorry I have to play video games just to feel some small bit of freedom, and even then it's interrupted by my dad yelling for me (using my dead name) and then just asking me to talk to him and he questions me on random shit

I'm too tired for his shit most days honestly

And don't get me started on what life would be like if my stepmom was here

I would be a lot worse than I currently am