I feel like talking about is gonna be a right thing to do.

When I was a kid 10 to 13, I used to have something similar to p##n addiction, but....

much worse.

I used to watch gore when I was 13, and enjoy it..

.....

I hate my past, I regret what I did back then soo much, I hate myself for it...

I made this post because the guilt took over me right now at night for no reasons, I'm stressed because of remembering the past, I just want to forget it, and I feel like the only way to get rid of this stress and axiety is by admitting the things that I did...

I'm sorry...

It's ok if you hate me for all of the things that I did in the past, because I also hate myself...

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