I hate you because of what you did

I gave it to you and you broke it

And helped me pick up the pieces

You and I put it back together

Then you broke it again

And repeat

I came in not trusting anyone

And left not trusting myself

I hate you because you make me hate me

Hours days and nights I still can't tell if I wasted

You where their on my day

And the day he died

Then you said it was over

You butchered my faith

Told me to be more faithful

Then when I tried you said no

I hate myself not you

I hate my hate

I hate the feelings

I hate this

I fought and I told you I would

You made me take cuts and wonds

I didn't need to take

All just so you could stab me

I have your secret

I could tell but I still care

I care for you even though you don't

Why cant I say

If I do my problems go away

What's stopping me from outing you

I hate that you make me hate being alive

I hate breathing

I hate the blood pumping

I hate you don't hate me

I hate I can't leave until you do