When I was a boy, I always had trouble making friends because many people I talked to found me annoying and boring, just because of my personality. I only had one friend in elementary school, so I always valued that person and even felt a little jealous. I also had the problem of being inconvenient for people in my family, like my mother, who didn't like me laughing sometimes. Because of this, I ended up developing a fear: of being alone and feeling like a burden or inconvenience. These things continue to this day; even now I don't really like giving my opinion or expressing who I am in public, out of fear... I even cry while writing this post, but it's because it hurts to remember something.

But despite everything, I managed to find a small group of friends who accepted me as I am and even helped me to be less reserved. My graduation was the last day we'll see each other... I'm going to miss my friends a lot, but I feel like I'm a little more prepared to go it alone now...

I'm happy that today I know there are people who like me, even if I exaggerate sometimes, these people will never abandon me.