And i know, its a thousand thoughts wanting to crush you to the floor, the never ending intrusive thoughts screaming louder and louder for you to make more scars on this beautiful body of yours, but its best fall shooting than to pull the trigger, that is, its best you die trying to be than die not trying, because all it takes sometimes for you to get it right is believe in yourself, theres even a song about it in sonic cd
Stop and think about the society you live in, what i mean with that is that you gotta look at your family, your friends, because theyre the only ones that are with you in your ups and downs, your worst moments and if you dont share it with them, they wont know what youre going through, no one reads minds and if you hide it too well, not even eyes.
And i know its gonna take you a lot of courage to do that, specially when the wound is open, but i can tell you that it'll only bleed more if you let it hurt instead of going to the doctor, going to your friends and family, because really, no one can magically heal your aches, life's not a simple anime where it can happen. Everything gradually happens, and so is your healing, and it starts with your actions.
Forget about the ifs and what could have been or what could be and ask yourself what you can do now to start to get yourself out of this pit?
And i know the answer is not simple, nor is it a straight line to be followed, may times you'll end up in a dead end and you'll have to start to change your path, but dont let the downs of your life get unmotivated, cuz a fight without a challenge isnt a fight, so dont let the demons win easily this, because i know youre so much more than the harsh words they say, i know youre not anything you may think, because who is to judge your beauty?
No one can tell you anything about that, not even you, because your ugly can be the pretty of some people. Your "worthless" might be something so extraordinary and valueable to others, and you cant even see the reason why.
I cant tell you the meaning of life because its something you create and build with time, just like a good couple relationship. It begins with the first contact, gradually building to something bigger until it becomes something concrete and wonderful.

This is a photo of my house. Can you see the beauty in this?

This is my beautiful dog.

And this is a Peacock from a zoo.
Im not showing this to brag, but cant you see the beauty in life? And you dont have to go far away to find it, you can see it in the sunset, in the butterflies, in the simple flowers.
Everything has beauty in it, and so do you, so dont let anyone tell you youre not pretty, not even yourself.
Dont let anyone tell you youre worthless
You are so loved, you just dont see it.
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