ij dont know man i know it wasnt that long ago + wasnt that bad of a breakup but it feels like i lost all hope on committing to a relaitonship again

im not sure if i'll love the same or even as a whole ever again

i tried my best to muster up the courage to try again last night and it didnt feel like i was ready it mmadr me so nervous i deletyrd it immediately

i wamma love again but it feels like itll nevevr happen any time soon

uregh 🙁🙁