Eight days ago I experienced a severe mental break to no fault of anyone but myself and my inability to tend to my mental health, costing me two very dear friends. I have spent the last 8 days trying to mend those friendships to no avail. I have come to conclusion that this is simply because I am not worth making amends WITH. So it is clearly to no fault of theirs.

I did try to be a better man, but, I guess I didn't try hard enough.

And I have gotten what I deserve.

I tried to hold out hope but this lead me into a downward spiral of logging in each day, seeing my friends were still gone, and lashing out at the people around me.

I can't keep DOING that.

And I cannot return myself to a more stable mental state due to my own failures.

So, I quit, modding, and art as a whole.

Make no attempts to contact me.

I have talked in circles for 8 days to no avail.

And to everyone involved I am well and truly sorry.

I wish you all well.