I'm beyond tired. I'm utterly drained. It feels like every move I make, every single thing I possess, is under a microscope, constantly scrutinized by prying eyes. This relentless feeling of being watched, stalked, all because of what I own, has hollowed me out. I just want it to end, to cease to exist. The exhaustion has reached a point where I've literally sealed my own lips with tape. I have no words left, no desire to explain, to defend, or even to react. I'm not looking for solutions, not right now. I'm just… done. Completely and utterly done, this constant surveillance, this intrusion into my life, has worn me down to nothing. I don't want to talk about it, don't want to think about it, don't want to do anything at all. I just want the suffocating weight of it all to lift. I'm so incredibly tired of feeling like I'm constantly being watched and judged because of what I have. I just want it to stop. I'm so fed up that I've literally taped my mouth shut because I don't even want to say anything or do anything anymore. I'm just… done.