Sorry for wanting a FEW HOURS ALONE on my birthday. Sorry that I'm not in a good mood. Usually I'm talked to by at least some friends. But today? I guess not. And now I don't WANT to be talked to. But I asked for a few hours, and she gave me ONE?? Fucking BITCH. I wanted to go to the mall, she didn't. Okay cool. And so she goes to Walmart. I didn't because I didn't want to go to Walmart I wanted to get clothes I would feel comfortable in from Hot Topic. I wanted fishnets I wanted platforms. And she said I'd get Deltarune 3 and 4 today? What a fat fucking lie. It's almost 2 already and she hasn't even cashed in the check to my account. I'm not gonna be getting that. She always does this. I even asked YESTERDAY about going to the mall today and NO ONE was opposed to it. And now I have to wait for another WEEK??? For what, for her to forget and we js not go? Well, yipp-fuckin-yee. I js wanted some time to get out my feelings but no, I get none. Of course. Because she doesn't understand that I'm not happy, she doesn't understand that I'm trying MY DAMNDEST to make my family proud to make my friends happy all while feeling like I'm being talked about behind my back, being made fun of, feeling like no one gives a fuck other then maybe 3 or 4 people. I'm sorry for trying.