3 months ago

I'm just gonna vent real quick....

But I like being home alone since my dad isn't home, and he annoys me to no end, but at the same time, when I'm home alone it's extremely lonely and I can't focus on anything but my own.... Thoughts...


And by thoughts I just mean bad thoughts... Like how I'm a horrible human being, or too insane that I fuck everything up without meaning to... Like the one time I literally almost hurt my friend, just cause my anger suddenly took over....

I don't know why I'm such a delusional psychopath.... I don't like it... I don't like myself...

The scars I have reflect that

I just.... I just want peace... I want to get through the hell I'm going through but it just keeps getting worse and worse and I just want to tear my heart out of my chest....

And to make matters worse, when I get rejected, or feel rejected, I easily break... And then I'm just numb... I don't even cry.... Because I can't....

All of these, and more, are the reasons I hate myself.....

Sorry to tell you guys this, I'll shut up now.... Doesn't matter anyways cause I don'tatter, and neither does this article no one will ever truly read...

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Haven't checked this in a few days (Also hi Sacker)

My gifts from today!

The Xiao thing is from mi bestie!

The frog thing is from another irl friend

And the rest is from other peeps

The last one, my dad's friend and his family

So yeah, a great 18 b-day

I got a lot of gaming snackd too, and money

Not my typical post- BUT HOLY FUCKING SHIT LET'S GO!!!! A GOD PACK!!!! (These are all rare cards)

A fanart for @takwa726

Now that I'm close to 300 I'll probably start uploading more, both on here and on GJ

But before I do that, I need to work on myself (which is what I'm trying to do lately, and why I've been offline)

Watch yo tone mf

I don't know how to feel about that (the one at the top lol)

In response to the top two: Hi, you weren't supposed to tell me who you were, but that's cool, hi

In response to the third one: Hi Darkvolt, yes, I know it's you 🤣

Thx to whoever sent these (I know they're probably different people, so thanks)

Still, who loves me?