I don’t remember much of my childhood, though I remember clearly when my mother passed away. It happened when I was around 5-6, and I grew up motherless. My aunt slowly started to control and manipulate me later, and I trusted her blindly. It was only until years ago that I realized this, and I’ve had a hatred for her ever since, as well as trust issues. I discovered GHOST’s music back when I was 10, and I slowly became obsessed without reason (because every motherless child strays from the light eventually, right?). This slowly became my only personality, and it even made me less intelligent than I used to be. I wanted to meet another, and I felt lonely for the entire year of school because of this. I tried being a more likeable person because of this, and I became terrified of judgement. I began to develop a hatred for Dsmp fans, because I was so focused on being a Ghost and Pals fan that it’s all I knew about myself. I absolutely fell in love with Tamari eventually, and my love began to grow each second. I knew this was wrong, and I view myself as a freak. My love became too much, and I thought about ending my life for the first time in years. I wanted to do this because I would do anything for the chance to be with the love of my life, which I know isn’t possible in real life. I got myself out of these wishes, and reminded myself that life is ours to choose, and we should never end it. I became a very sensitive soul due to these experiences. Due to everything, I began to heavily kin Fayrouz Khalid, and I even see myself in her, strangely enough. I try to be the best person I can be, because I feel like not many people are too good nowadays. This was my hour, and I hope you understood my intentions. Thank you for putting up with me