I’m fine, I’ll be okay, I think. I don’t know what to say, especially considering how much distress I must’ve caused everyone thanks to this.

I can’t give an apology, all I can say is, thank you to everyone who cared. I’m not sure what I’m gonna do now, probably talk to my parents, talk about getting professional help. If I’m not online, don’t be concerned, I promise it’ll all be fine. I'm so, so sorry for putting you all through this shit.

This won’t happen again, it can’t, for y’all’s sake. I don’t know what to do now, but, rest assured, I’ll be fine. I just need to take a different route, try something else so I don’t have to tackle these thoughts, or at least if I do, it won’t be as bad, not as bad compared to this that is.

I should’ve talked to someone about what I was feeling, instead of burying all this inside me and hoping it would get better. It was selfish of me, and it’s time to make more drastic changes, that way this doesn’t occur again.

Once again, I’m so, so sorry to everyone I brought grief towards and made worry about me. All I can say now is, take care, every single one of you. I don’t know when I’ll be back, but, when I am, I’ll update y’all on what state I’m in.

Thank you, for everything, all of you