i feel as if my mental health has been getting very very bad as of lately.

i've been having really really really bad thoughts as of lately, and i don't even want to list them.

i still feel like killing myself, nothing has changed

and even now, on gj, i'm not having nearly enough fun as i used to, 'cause i feel like shit

i feel useless, worthless, and all around a terrible person

so you can call this a break for reflection

a mental health break

and a physical health break (based off my posts about my ears and such)

this break will also be here to help me out with my crazy internet addiction.

again, i'm sorry i've been having to take more and more breaks lately, but this time i need one really badly.

if i'm ever online during this period (i dunno how long it'll be), it'll be to talk to a few specific friends i have.

i'm sorry.

-stick