Hello everyone. I hope you are all doing well today. So I have been having these thoughts and have decided to apologise for all the things I have done.

I have now realised the amount of shit I caused in the past and that I never listened to that one post I made about changing. I’m sorry to anyone that I may have hurt in the past and I’m sorry for the actions I did.

I’m not kidding last night I cried due to how guilty I felt. I shouldn’t have done the shit I did and I’m a terrible person. I realise that now. I want to change but I’m not sure people would give me a chance anymore. And I understand if people don’t.

Even after that post saying I would change, I still acted immature towards people and caused drama for the stupidest reasons.

I remember when I almost leaked a specific game I won’t mention in respect to a person. That was dumb and the only reason I did that was because I got kicked from a group chat. Like what the actual fuck. 

I once got banned from a person’s server for joking around in serious situations. That was rude and immature as well. I just can’t believe how much a fucking moron I was.

And I thought I was in the right. Can you believe it? I genuinely thought I wasn’t doing anything wrong. What am I, 6?

I actually had the fucking rudeness in my soul to go into a specific person’s dms who was just a person who developed fnaf world games, and insulted them. I don’t know what is wrong with me but I want to stop.

I want to change but if I keep doing shit like this I’m gonna get nowhere. I even had thoughts of leaving discord because of all the shit I caused.

Wanna know why Baldi and Friends was cancelled? Because of how immature I was to a great modeller. I fucking hate myself right now.

Fuck I got two of my gamejolt accounts banned. 2 of them.

I leaked information of a hyped up game for fuck sake. I ruined the hype for so many unfortunate people it fucking makes me hate myself. Like why would I do that? What stupid ass idiot would do that??

And worst of all. I put porn of a minor as my profile pic. A minor who was one of the best artists I have seen and was one of the nicest people I have met. I may have not known they were a minor but it was still fucked up.

I want to stop doing these things and become a better, nicer person but it’s gonna take a while if I keep this act up. So I’m sorry to everybody I have hurt. I am aiming to change and if I don’t, I will most likely leave the internet. I hope at least one of you can forgive me.

Thanks for reading, have a nice day. 💖