I'm MythHead.
I shouldn’t have lied about this for so long. I know I’ve broken a lot of trust by adding “Not” to my username, pretending I wasn’t MythHead… when deep down, I always was.
I understand if people feel hurt, confused, or betrayed. I was the deception. And I wore it like a hoodie I bought ironically but then kept wearing it because it was comfy.
I’m not asking for forgiveness. Honestly, I don’t expect it.
And right now… I don’t even think I deserve it.
I thought it was funny.
I thought I was being ironic.
I thought gaslighting an entire community into thinking I wasn’t MythHead when I clearly am was just a “bit.”
I’ve hurt people.
I’ve confused people.
My mother texted me, “Why is your username NotMythHead? Are you okay?”
I wasn't okay.
Because I was lying to myself.
I am MythHead.
I always was.
And no amount of letters and passive-aggressive bio edits can change that.
I know actions speak louder than words. That’s why I’m starting the healing process today.
I will be rebranding to ActuallyMythHead.
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