I don't know why I'm still on Roblox. I'm useless, not even for asymmetrical horror games. I can't play anything unless I run into tryhards or players who are always looping, surrounded by pro players. All I want is to play and have fun, not get frustrated. I can't keep doing this, and I don't feel the same way in other games either. Besides, why am I still on Gamejolt? I have nothing there anymore. All I have is game news, but nothing else. I run out of ideas, and the only way I can keep making fan art is through fan art, but I'm not good at that. I'm also autistic, and I don't want to be here anymore. I'm useless. I don't do anything right, not even that. I want to leave this platform. I don't want to. I met people here who have followed me since the beginning, but I don't want to anymore. I can't keep doing this, but I have to. I always have to force something I'm not. I always try to be positive, I guess, and I just don't want to anymore. Besides, I get angry very easily.