honestly, I might ask momma (my bff's mom, aka my second mother figure) if she can hook up my device to her credit card, so the money i could get from being a creator will be sent to her credit card, and she will be able to turn that into cash to give to me, but then again, im not allowed to hang out with my friends very often-

well that's just an idea

but i will have an inperson shop so I'll get money from that

maybe I'll get enough money to rent an apartment as soon as possible

but yeah

also, i will probably not be using this account when I move out. I'm sorry, but I honestly want to restart entirely when I move out. I want to restart entirely when I leave my family home because I don't want bad memories to come back whenever I open my game jolt and see my posts. it just hurts a bit too much, and I will be able to deal with it easily, but when I move out, I will be erasing my past entirely and starting a new life. i will still go by kythael, although it probably won't be my username when I create a new account.

this is just an update and plans that i might never get to. thanks for listening.