A few nights ago, I almost shot myself with my family's handgun. Since then, I have not recovered, and last night completely wiped me out.
Biza here, my "friend" made an expose post where he edited my messages to him and made me look like a fucking Idiot: https://gamejolt.com/p/tldr-atsolar-neon-is-a-pelf0xx-supporter-and-absolutely-hates-turtl-pbexpchn
I, scared shitless that I would be fucked by these simple accusations worked on this doc that proved he edited the Images or took them out of context: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Mbu3lVlHFnqaYgwS8UNB62w0zXdzzJD4Gj3W6LfQWNs/edit
After I woke up, another friend of mine who also knows Biza told me It was a joke.
Maybe I'm a fucking Idiot, but, does this strike you as funny, even slightly?
At this point In time, the Internet has been fueling my depression which relentlessly beats me down almost every day.
So here's what I'm gonna do here, I quit, for now at least.
I'm gonna take a week off, maybe still work on Lament, and come back when I'm ready. If I keep going like this, I'm gonna end up fucking dead.
That's all for now, cya.
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