4 years ago

I really hate this


I can barely control my own actions anymore. I have no control or freedom. Today I punched my little sister. I started crying and I said some things I didn’t mean to. I’ve been insulting my little sister a lot lately. It just hurts so bad. I don’t know what to do. I can’t scream. I just really hate this. Nobody understands anything at all. Nobody thinks the way I think, nobody feels the way I feel, and nobody should feel this way. I feel so alone... it’s no fair. I can’t even control my anger. I used to be able to at least control my own words, my own actions. Now I’m too weak to restrain my emotions. I bet this is the result of bottling it all up.



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