i looked at the other girls, there was a lot of differences you could spot

i was in the bathroom once, and i looked at my legs

"why are my legs so big?"

i wanted to be white, american, blonde haired, blue eyed, and to have a american girl name

i was so insecure of myself

i would watch the other white and american girls play, i was alone

i wanted to be like them so bad

but i wish i could go back and tell myself that i was perfect the way i was

i used to think being born mexican was a curse, but now, it's a blessing for me