All reason why I hate myself

1. Because school the classmates making fun at me

2. I feel horrible and I didn't show up face from everyone they didn't notice me but I was crying that I lost control

3. Trying rest myself from other but they calling me to go to sport

4. After sport i went back to class and after 1 hour we all went to outside to have some fun but after that we came to eat some but I quickly finished and I went to restroom to wake up myself

5. After 2 hour later we went to cooking and I felt guilty about that I feel very sleepy and idk what's wrong with me

6. After the school I went to home and I feel very very tired after the school because my back and my whole body is hurt

7. I cant keep going if anybody keep attacking my whole feelings I have no words to say anything

8. Idk how to react to others I mean it's my fault that I m acting like that

9. I think to much, I talk to much, I see to much that I need remember everything what I needed