To be honest, I thought I’d been gone for a long time, but it turns out it was only two months — though to me, those two months felt pretty long.

Since I mostly just post artwork, you probably don’t know much about me personally. So I’d like to share a few things about myself.

I’m a pretty conflicted person and I struggle with socializing. As I mentioned in my bio, I’m like an NPC — especially in real life. Unless you talk to me first, I’ll rarely initiate a conversation. For me, socializing is exhausting. I also tend to overthink a lot without being able to stop it, so my mental state is often pretty bad. But I’m not very expressive, so I don’t usually tell people how I feel. Most of the time, I just use a kaomoji or an emoji instead.

I’m often in a bad mood. I’m a very withdrawn person, and I only really get along with one or two close friends in real life. Most of the time, I’m the one isolating myself from others. When it comes to online friends, I’m actually quite scared. I constantly worry that I don’t deserve their kindness, or that they’ve started disliking me but aren’t saying it. What I want to say is — if you have any issues with me, just tell me directly. Don’t hold back. Because I often end up doing thoughtless things without realizing it.

I like drawing and playing video games. I spend most of my time immersed in games. I also enjoy building Gunpla. My favorite weather is foggy rain, and I dislike sweets.

Whenever I disappear, it’s because I’m in a bad mood and don’t feel like socializing — and then I get too afraid to open GameJolt. That’s usually why I end up being away for a month or more. While I’m gone, I miss a lot of things. I never really know what to do about it. It just feels complicated.

That’s all for now. For the time being, I’ll be focusing more on drawing fan art, but after a while I’ll go back to original pieces.