Me and Boxzee have recently been having a lot of issues over the last few months due to friendship and relationship issues.

this has caused a lot of things like box not following me anymore and us sometimes acting cold towards each other.

recently I believe we have resolved it an I hope we can be friends once more and continue to collaborate.

this has also been going on with WateryBottles- they’ve been having a hard time of it so I wish to do my best to make them happy.

edit: I have been asked to explain in more depth what happened, so I shall :3

i think people do need the full picture.

after me and box got over the whole ‘honeymoon’ fase of our friendship, we began to part a bit. That made room for anything to happen.

and so something did, dandy’s world. I didn’t mind it at first as I thought “hey it’s cool they have a new interest” (‘they’ as in Liam, watery, and box).

j didn’t find myself getting into dandy’s world at all and found it rather annoying how they talked about it all the time.

i had attempted to talk about my unique interests occasionally but i tend to have a quiet voice in a group of people and it quickly gets washed out.

i tell box how i feel and she says she’ll try to include me more, and she does- for a while.

soon it appears TO ME (this’ll mainly be my side of the story btw, I’ll try to get in parts of Box’s too) that she’s grown even more distant, probably because i was being too pushy so i step back once more. We’re still close enough but it doesn’t really stay like that.

when box gains more interest in things that I’m not involved in (my little prick of a self) gets more and more jealous as I suppose my body felt as if those things would take her further away from me too.

Mel supported me throughout all of this— he was my life line (ILYSM 💜)

Eventually watery also feels quite separated as Box & Liam are spending more and more time together without us, occasionally making up what could come accross as lies when we ask to meet up.

a little on my understanding of box’s perspective:

Box didn’t really understand what was going on for us and was just trying to enjoy her interests as anyone would- she possibly didn’t realise that i (or watery) thought it was a bit excessive even just an interest. (I’m sure some of you’s noticed too).

I was coming across as rather petty to box which I’m really sorry about mainly because she’d do stuff for Liam she said she’d do for me but never got around to doing.

she soft blocked me at one point because I had made some unhinged comments that had scared her- not my proudest moment.

I cannot remember a lot of things other than feeling let down at times and there was a lot of crying and getting angry involved.

I ended up accidentally physically hurting Liam due to my jealousy when Liam tried to talk to box this one time when I was still talking to them. I had put my arm out to stop them and they exclaimed making me think I hurt them, I’m still rather unsure of what happens. I was originally best friends with Liam, even before I knew Boxzee.

i am unsure how to conclude this as I feel like I have more to say but it’s not exactly coming to my head rn…

@boxzee