So, after so long I've decided to tell publicly this

I'm trans, transmasc specifically

I wanted to tell this for a long time but I was afraid of how y'all would start treating me

It was.... Hard..to finally open myself to this, it's been years that I realized that I wanted to be a boy instead of a girl

I don't want y'all to see me in other way after this, that's one of my most feared things right now ..

I'll explain more of my own experience as being transmasc with internalized transphobia (only when it's me)

Let's start from the beginning..... This is a thing that have been going on for a lot of time, in 1st grade I realized I didn't wanted to be a girl so I slowly grow used to think myself as a boy and even drew myself as a boy more than once

Since I was raised by my grandparents it was hard for me to open up so literally after years I opened to my brother, some of my friends and now to anyone who sees this post

Dealing with transphobic people wasn't the best thing to do specially while having them as family but somehow I'm here, finally accepting I want to be a boy or just quit being a girl

Talking about the transphobia, that's just only with me so don't worry if you are trans I'll always support you!

Don't know how to explain about all the things that have been happening, almost all my mood swings were about that and I got so ... insecure about things like my body, my voice, etc

But.... I really hope nothing changes.. I'm still Faith after all the only thing that changes is the fact that I'm finally letting y'all know about myself more and - even when being nervous and anxious about it - I feel better finally opening and letting y'all know the truth

Passing by happy pride month!! I took a long time to open up but I wanted a special occasion for this, plus I kinda needed courage to say it...

Remember to be who you want to be and never try to be something you don't wanna be, being honest with yourself is one of the most important things

To end up with I'll thank you for reading and I'll mention some people who I opened first and supported me from the start

@BOXZEE - Even if I told her a bit late she still supported me and I'm very glad of it, she's someone I appreciate a lot and one of the sweetest persons I've ever met, thank you so much pookie!

@MemeManOfficial - He was the first one who I told to and he didn't minded the fact that I was trans so I needed to put him here for the support he's been providing, I'm glad we are friends bestie

@NickPi - Someone who also supported me a lot when I was feeling horrible about this whole topic, he saw me in ups and downs yet he'll be there always for me, thank you so much Mausy, you are really sweet

@atlascantdecide - They also comforted me about this and helped me a lot since they could get what I actually felt about this, Atlas I'm glad that you were there for me

@Shocked_Fire - It took some time to process but he also helped me with this and I'm very glad that nothing have changed after this, Fefe I appreciate that you are still the same with me

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That's everything y'all! Again, thank you for reading and understanding this, I was very hesitant to share it but after all you all deserved to know this

This won't change nothing, I'll still use any pronouns with the slightest preference to neo pronouns since those are mostly agender but again I'll won't mind people using he/him or she/her on me since it's okay

Have a good pride month y'all and be yourselves!