I'm very afraid that i'll make something dumb in my games and irl. Like, really.

I'm trying my best in games, but my ideas, code, level design and everything else melts into unplayeble, ugly and very bad shit.

And music. OH GOD. My music is awful. I studied 5 years in music school. And guess what? THIS. IS. SHIT. I just even can make a simple theme for a level!

I'm feeling so horribly about creating my gamejolt account, youtube account, and even SOMEHOW showing my active in internet.