I just want a cute feminine body I am so sick of this absolute mess. I take 40 minutes to shave my entire body and 2 days later the hair is back. I have to shave my face twice a day to not feel like dogshit. I have this disgusting pile of flesh between my legs that makes me depressed every time I even think about it. I am built like a fucking brick and I dare to call myself a woman? I envy every single person and thing that looks even slightly feminine. I can't even go outside without seeing someone I absolutely envy to death. I am but a mere mockery of a woman and I will never be one. I am an insult to womanhood. Womanhood is this godly kingdom up in heaven that I am forced to stare at from hell and Satan will not let me free soon