I dont know who needs to read this, but have you ever stopped to really look at yourself? To see yourself as youre really is, without any of yout own judgement on your person, because really, whatever thoughts you have on yourself, being good or not, the idealized or depreciated self isnt what truly you are, because yeah, you can call yourself Dumb, or incredible, or mediocre, a mistake, but it is just because you demand so much of yourself, i dont need to go more into philosophical arguments or stuff to say that to really analyze you, as a human being, we would need to gather actions youve done your entire life, the amount of good and the amount of bad. It difficult to realize this specially in situations where blaming yourself is so easy, that trying to reason with this rage, this frustration and sadness is just impossible, because sometimes we just dont care enough to think, to rationalize, to justify the blaming we do on ourselves, and as soon as people realize this and start to ACTUALLY think about it, the better. I know i almost say this in every post i make with motivational words, but its not because these words are like air to me, i say without thinking, i say it every post because i am being serious and if reaffirming you can make your day a tiny bit better, i will repeat it as many times as i can. Youre worthy of love, youre beautiful, you are important, even if people make you feel like you arent, search the one that does, that makes you feel special, because you are, you are special and if you think youre not, you can be, one person can change completly another’s life, and you might be the one to make that change, or youre the one who is gonna be changed. Yknow how valuable a life can be? Im not talking about money, but about how much incredible stuff is minimized by the day to day life, i mean, in my country, almost every minute of the day a person is stolen, killed or worse, and its not a poor country. Can you imagine how traumatizing it must be? To go through a robbery where's the target is specially your feeling of safeness? Because yeah, a thief might get a phone or a something material, irrelevant, because we can replace plastic, metal, paper, but the feeling that youre actually secure and not in risk never comes back, is a Mark, a phobia that stays. A few years ago, when i was more mad with my life, i would think that “things could be worse”, sure, yeah, but they could also be better, which is a totally understandable point, but it leads to nowhere, whats the point in trying to keep bringing the same points, that are ultimately just not going to change your current situation? Instead of thinking on the if’s and the things that could have been, focus on what IS good around you, instead of complaining another boring day is starting again, let yourself see the good, the appreciation for having everything you own, everything you have, cause not everyone has it, and to be living up to this point might not be the most unusual thing, but its not uncommon for babies to die at birth, imagine how many awesome people must have been brought to life, that could potentially be a doctor, a friend, a father, but because of some illness, that life was taken so early. That's why we celebrate birthdate, our pessimist view of it? One year closer to death.. but really, its not only about celebrating another year youre alive, but also celebrating the fact youre alive to this day, because you dont know the trouble people around you went through just for your mere existence to be possible, and, religious or not, its a blessing, I think, that that was possible, to bring another soul to life.

Anyways, i wish you the best. Im religious, Cristian, so, whenever i can, i will be praying for yall, because i know that mere words may not be enough, and i can only hope my Faith can bring light. Either way, cya, good night

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