7 months ago

I was born with a cleft lip, which, if you dont know, its basically, having the upper part of my mouth open and connected to my nose.

Its by a miracle i didnt die early in life, and just like me, dont you see how you are a living miracle, a blessed person


How, you ask? Its simple, my dear, havent you heard about babies born dead? Of luck was in my side, i would have 3 sisters, but guess what? She died when born, so thats why i only have 2 sisters.

And you think its unlikely, but its way more common, and were not even talking about abortion.

Thats why when i say that youre one in a million, believe me, because we've all got a choice and we all act differently, and this makes us unique, it doesnt matter if what changes is little, youre still a person, that is, you have your own identity even if youre lost in the maze of life.

And since youre so special, why do you compare yourself so unfairly to others? You know how much that does you bad? I know youre doing it on automatic, so bring these fingers away from instagram and twitter because i swear i know you dont need more negativity in this little heart of yours, youre already so hard with yourself, and you also wanna worry about so many trivial things? Ok, yeah, snow white was bad, the actress was a big jerk, but lets take a step back to talk about you, because no model, instagram "influencer" is gonna save you from this miserability, no, its gonna have to start with your action, to seek help, because i swear, i know this inner challenge to keep living starts at variable ages, for me it was really early, and i hope youre reading this with your 20's and not with your 12's, because i dont wish this pain to anyone.

So what can you do? You can work on your mind, because i swear, if you keep moving on with the race thats life, youll eventually see just how precious you really are, yes you are something to cry for, to fight for, youre worth it no matter what thay voice deep inside your head tells you, because its not truth, its far from it, trust me, my dearest friend, this voice will only abuse you and eat you from the inside out, so please, dont let this demon harm you physically, cuz your body's the most sacred temple of life, thats why you gotta love it the it is, because this thing is gonna stay with you forever (unlike some people in life). Start your search for some self love, practice some self care, try meditating, i just know youre gonna get out of this like a proud survivor, to be a beautiful blessed being.



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