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I was born with a cleft lip, which, if you dont know, its basically, having the upper part of my mouth open and connected to my nose.

Its by a miracle i didnt die early in life, and just like me, dont you see how you are a living miracle, a blessed person


How, you ask? Its simple, my dear, havent you heard about babies born dead? Of luck was in my side, i would have 3 sisters, but guess what? She died when born, so thats why i only have 2 sisters.

And you think its unlikely, but its way more common, and were not even talking about abortion.

Thats why when i say that youre one in a million, believe me, because we've all got a choice and we all act differently, and this makes us unique, it doesnt matter if what changes is little, youre still a person, that is, you have your own identity even if youre lost in the maze of life.

And since youre so special, why do you compare yourself so unfairly to others? You know how much that does you bad? I know youre doing it on automatic, so bring these fingers away from instagram and twitter because i swear i know you dont need more negativity in this little heart of yours, youre already so hard with yourself, and you also wanna worry about so many trivial things? Ok, yeah, snow white was bad, the actress was a big jerk, but lets take a step back to talk about you, because no model, instagram "influencer" is gonna save you from this miserability, no, its gonna have to start with your action, to seek help, because i swear, i know this inner challenge to keep living starts at variable ages, for me it was really early, and i hope youre reading this with your 20's and not with your 12's, because i dont wish this pain to anyone.

So what can you do? You can work on your mind, because i swear, if you keep moving on with the race thats life, youll eventually see just how precious you really are, yes you are something to cry for, to fight for, youre worth it no matter what thay voice deep inside your head tells you, because its not truth, its far from it, trust me, my dearest friend, this voice will only abuse you and eat you from the inside out, so please, dont let this demon harm you physically, cuz your body's the most sacred temple of life, thats why you gotta love it the it is, because this thing is gonna stay with you forever (unlike some people in life). Start your search for some self love, practice some self care, try meditating, i just know youre gonna get out of this like a proud survivor, to be a beautiful blessed being.

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Let your mask break, and lets see this problem reasonably, okay?

Deep breaths, take them and breathe out,

Cuz its bout time we talk about the things you dont.

For how long have you felt the hole in your chest grow bigger and bigger?

This void kills you...

You know why you need to keep going?

For your family, for your friends and everyone that has ever met you, because i believe you can change things, and come out as a winner of this fight, because trust me, youre not alone, even if you think you are.

You cant even begin to imagine how much you mean to people, how much youre worth and how much youre blessed to still be here, because every second you decide to stay with me its a punch in the gut of the demons

You dont know how many people will be left behind if you go?

This is serious, my dear, do you not know how special you are?

Cuz the storm only makes the field calmer, and i promise the glory comes only after a fight, so dont give up

Please, youre worthy

#spawnday

I remember the day i joined gamejolt it was when I was searching for FNAF fan games

I was also sick and at home still in my old apartment

I've met many amazing people here but i just feel like like I've been forgotten

Just know that youre a wonderful being, ok? You deserve love and youre so beautiful, yet you dont have the eyes to see how worthy you are

No, youre not a shadow, invisible to everyone else around you, so dont live like one, because this game of faking your smiles is one that makes the shadow and the person dissapear, and you know what youll end up?

Nothing, so lift your head up and fight it

Family's are who are with you in your ups and downs, there to be pesky, but their peskiness has a meaning, and its all because they care about you, if they didnt, they wouldnt even say to you not to do (x) thing.

Sympathy and solidarity is what united us.

Depression is an illness, a desease, so please take care out there, never give up cus i know you can win this fight