Spoiler'd for content warning.
(blood?, torture, harm)

I fell into a black void as usual, but this time was different.

i felt a hollow hole in the center of my chest. nothing there.. a hole that you could see through.

(mind you i'm still falling endlessly through this entire experience)

then this little shadow creature came up to me and gives a concerned yet sorrowful look at me. it then flies into the gap in my chest.

it fills my body with indescribable pain, it hurts where my body wants to tear itself apart.

i start changing, making it hurt even more. i wish i never lived to feel this. i cough up what tastes like blood, but looks as black as the void i'm in.

i'm scared and in immense pain as i fully turn into a beast like the one that went into my wound...

it... still haunts me... i hate it...

the taste, the feeling... the numbing pain i can't nor want to describe... it hurts...