If I'm honest, I'm not ok, My heart hurts and I'm overthinking of w...

30 days ago

If I'm honest, I'm not ok, My heart hurts and I'm overthinking of where I went wrong. I'm trying to pretend these feelings aren't real because I'm dying inside. I feel empty and cold, more alone than I've ever been.

I shouldn't of opened my heart as I knew this would happen. It always ends this way...I'm just silent, but deep inside I have a lot of thoughts that I want to say. I am sad. I am in pain. I can't stop overthinking. I keep so much pain inside myself.

I grasp my anger and loneliness and hold it in my chest. It has changed me into something i never meant to be.