I want you to build this thought, that's why I'm constantly saying and saying over and over again why you are beautiful, why you matter, and these aren't words that i say, and they echo through this platform without a meaning. Really, disregard your opinions about yourself, stop listening to what you idealize about yourself and tell me, why are you really worthless? Because from the start, being brought to this life was already something revolutionary, you know why you and every other person born is already something to cherish, especially when they live more than 5 months? Because the easiest thing to happen is something genetic kills babies, a deformity in their structure, a deficiency, illness, an hereditary disease that will bring that individual to inevitable death. Can't you see the blessing it is to be alive, right now? I know it might sound insane, with the amount of things happening right now, being positive is almost impossible, but im not saying you should, im saying that instead of you keep lamenting yourself for the mundane things, shift your focus to what is good in this world, because i can tell you, one person CAN make a difference, they can if they want, i know a marvelous person that was able to completly change a drug-addict person’s life, i know that bad things seem to weight more than good ones, but nothing is gonna change in your life if you dont start to take action, to ACTUALLY Control your life, without the addiction of masturbarion/porn, of drugs or whatever else youre addicted, and i know growing unaddicted isn't easy, but we can gradually build habits that make us less, start by not doing the addictive thing for a day, then two, then a week, stipulate goals that you know you CAN achieve, then challenge yourself for a bigger one, a month, and so on until you dont feel the need to do it anymore, when thinking of it doesnt makes you feel obliged to do it because your brain needs it.